I don’t know how Jesus could stand up under its weight. He had my sin, your sin, our sin. He allowed it to be placed upon him so that we would not have to bear the consequences of it all. But in that sacrifice, as horrible as it was, we find ourselves healed — cured of the most awful disease a person can have, a sin-sick soul. He was pierced, crushed, and punished for our sins. In their place, he has left us his transforming peace and a place to belong.
To be clear the are items on this image that are not sins such as much as they are burdens you would take to the cross. If you were a victim of rape you did not sin. Just to be be clear. If you have sorrow it’s not a sin. Miscarriages aren’t sins. etc.
Jesus is a God of healing and redemption. He understands when you are sad and is there for you. He’s never going to look at you situation in condemnation. There is no condemnation in him.
Tell him what’s on your mind and heart. Ask for healing. And if you need to seek therapy. He wants the best for you.